I sit here pondering the meaning to it all.
I sit here wondering what tomorrow will bring.
I sit here watching my heart and soul sleep next to me
but not belong to me.
I sit here pondering of what I would do if it were.
I sit here wondering if it will ever be mine again.
I sit here watching it fall into someone else's hands
and not know what to do to stop it.
I sit here pondering what my heart and soul want.
I sit here wondering if my heart and soul even want things fixed.
I sit here watching as my energy drains from me to keep my heart
and soul safe and protected.
I do this to exist, I do this in hopes, and I do this for love.
For you see my heart is my love and my love my soul.